I am not sure why i have not been writing.
Sometimes i i just feel like i don't have the energy it takes to think about all the things that have gone on. But i know that my brain wants me to write, i know that its as good as cleaning up a dirty closet so to speak. Still writing in my physical journal from time to time. But i should here too.
We have had the house to ourselves for about a month and a half now. (No more room mate that is) ITS BEEN AMAZING ^_^
I had forgotten how wonderful it is to have the house be just ours again. I love having my work space be just mine, no one to bug me.
I really do need a lot of time alone. Luckily Jesse understands, and needs his alone time as well. I am thankful for that.
I have been missing my cat so much this last month, sometimes it makes me cry. He's my little boy...and i have missed out on too much
of his life. Right now i am working things out to try and finally bring him home. He is NOT doing well at my mother's house anymore.
He has been chewing/licking this spot on his back ...so now he has to wear a cone. (pink of course hehhe)
I am still working at the tropical fish store. They made me employee of the quarter and gave me a $200 bonus. I really like working there, its still work though. I would rather be at home making shit, but i kinda feel like being "forced" to be around people is a good thing for me. Otherwise i would just be a bearded mountain man that only came to town once a month or something.
Jesse is still working at Fred Myer's on Hawthorne. Still working very hard on his show and his animations. <3 I will try to keep writing.... . . .